the unlocking and the lift away

as i sit indian-style on this cold wood floor with a bottle of blue moon pumpkin ale in hand and light rain tapping at a window in a state i currently can't stand, nothing makes any damn sense to me but this song--a song that once made no sense to me at all.

isn't it charming, how that works?

if nothing else comes of what i'm feeling in this moment, at least i'll have felt this music's meaning.